...cuz I was broken all along

I should really learn how to trust my instincts better cuz lately everytime I betray them I end up in tears. I knew I shouldn't have come home last weekend after the American Idol concert and then I missed out on meeting Constantine and now I had a feeling I shouldn't have come home this week and would you look at that I was right. Not only have I been exposed to sound put downs from anyone with a mouth but I also endured multiple fights, brawls, screaming matches and physical beat downs. Fun Stuff. I sincerely can't wait to get the hell out of here. but now I have to brace myself and put on a happy face cause my cousins are over and "there is no need to let them know our business."
Happy times.